How much is being physically and mentally healthy and feeling good about yourself worth to you? Do you measure your well-being and peace of mind in monetary values? If you do, so well for you as everyone must find their own path in this portal called life.

The path of life that I try to travel is to embrace. I have chosen to embrace minding my own business. I have determined to curtail negative thoughts about myself and about others as soon as they materialize and not allowing them the fester and take root.

For many years I felt that I would not live to be thirty years of age. I have done so, and what does it mean? Would it not have been better if I had never been born than to live for a moment, grow old and ugly, and then die?

Several times during my life death has approached me and turned to the side. Is it possible that even death does not consider me as being worthy of it?  As death does not have the same cares and concerns as the living, I do not believe that worthiness is the reason why it has shunned me thus far.

How much is feeling good about yourself worth? Is it worth doing harm to other people, harming other life forms, or devastating the environment in which we live? I took her by the hand and kissed it tenderly at which she warmly smiled at me.  So, what is to be made of her response? Perchance romance will be the byproduct of her reaction to my kiss.

The wind has blown, and the storm will come. Suddenly in a clear azure-sky particle matter will be consumed at the speed of thought, and that which exists will no longer be.

How much is your feeling of wholesomeness worth? The melancholy has dejected the downcast, and the wretched has a smile on his or her face. And none of these temperaments are well suited for those of us that have decided to own positive personality traits.

My thoughts and desires are of her, yet I cannot find her. I have looked over here, and I have looked over there, but she is still but a dream to me. What does it take to help you to feel whole and complete? Is it this, or is it that?

The shadows have engulfed me. I am not young anymore. My thoughts are not for me but of my younger ones that are coming behind me. What can, and should I do for them? I have wasted my life on my life. Is this what I should tell them?

I will keep my mouth closed as I am the least of all to be giving anyone a suggestion. Paradise cannot find a more perfect place to exist other than within the confines of her dark complexion. Within those other dimensions of here and beyond, I hold her very close and very tenderly.

 How much?

Just to have someone to talk with. One of the first steps towards healing is the knowledge that you are not alone. I know that this sounds like a cliché, and it is, but in many cases, it works. Especially if you and whomsoever have the same empathy.

In my case, for example, I know that there are millions of people infected with the virus that I am infected with. Does this knowledge help me to sleep restfully? No, it does not. Does the awareness of millions of lives in turbulence cause me to feel better about my condition? No.

Being jostled on every side by the crush of the millions and at the same time feeling all alone is not a definition of completeness. Who will talk to me because I become even more depressed when I talk to myself. Do the annoying little flying bugs that land upon me and bite me understand anything at all about me? Can these bugs appreciate how much they torment me? Do they have empathy for the uncomfortable predicament that they place me in?

I joined a group of people, but I am not of this group of people because I do nothing within this group of people. My mind is with them, but my behavior is absent-minded. I signed up to be a member of this group of people and then promptly faded away into the murky recess of my self-assigned cubbyhole.

The silent cannot be heard, and the mute cannot be applauded. Participate, become interactive, throw your thoughts out to be considered. No one is asking you of anything except yourself. Your involvement is important. Your input may be the incentive that changes a person’s life.

She looked at me, and I looked back at her. Now what? Let no one be able to say that a Duck-billed platypus has outdone me. I will be an active participant in this group because I joined this group of people of my own volition.

Now, what group of people am I referring to? Those enchanting group of people of the Bestowing Life family (Hiveaid.org and Hiveaids.net), and those adorable people that want to understand their night dreams by sharing them with one another at DreamMeta.life of course.

Just to have someone to talk with. The purpose of these websites is to allow people to bond and communicate. Use them and enjoy them.

I am trying to find a chat forum that works and is secure. If you have any suggestions concerning a reliable and complete chat forum that can be used on this site I appreciate it. I will test the one installed now and see how it works. The purpose for the chat is for free and open communication between site users in real time. Your input will be helpful in finding the right chat plugin to do this.

Thank You:

Site Admin.

Hiveaid.org is currently conducting a membership campaign. Visit this site to see what it is all about and if it applies to you please become a member. BestowingLife is a social networking website where people who have been diagnosed positive with these viruses can freely exchange information, encourage one another, and forge lasting and meaningful relationships.

This website is for people who see their illness as a tool to build inner strength and character, to look a problem in the face and successfully and constructively live with it, to find cures and exchange successful treatment ideas, to move beyond their circumstance and live a full and wholesome life, to refresh the downcast and to instill promise and vision into a feeling of despair. We welcome all new members.

This is BestowingLife, your voice among friends and your positive outreach into many lives that are in need and in search of camaraderie and comfort, for we know that until a cure comes, life goes on, and we choose to live this life without denial and to be considerate of the safety and wellbeing of others, and by not allowing anything or anyone to interfere with or distort our goals and aspirations.

For we are the mighty army that fights the winning battles that motivate the weak to be staunch and steadfast in their minds and unwavering in their labors to be fruitful and thriving in this short window of time that is called terrestrial life.

We understand that the true value is not the beginning (conception and birth), and nor the end (physical death), but the span lived between these two points that are creative, flourishing, humble, helpful and devoted to making the Planet Earth a peaceful and abounding place to live for oneself and for others.

Join now.

What is the measure of death? The physically animated can be as dead as Johnny come lately mentally and spiritually. The death of the heart and the soul is far more agonizing than the complete absence of conscious awareness and physical vitality. This being the case, what should the lifeless of mind and spirit fear concerning their physical demise.

It is true that total oblivion is a fearful concept to ponder until we that are top-side are thoughtful that collapse formed our conception and that we wallow in fleetingness. The brief is short, and the short is even briefer for those of us that are least in mind and spirit. The tiniest drop makes the biggest splash and the pigeon chokes the mule. Who is to say which emptiness is greater, the light or the shadow that produces the light.

In a day that came and in a moment that went nothing happened. The mind is in shut-down mode, and the eyes are open. Tiny unseen bugs are biting the heck out of me and driving me insane. The smallest of the spiders are the ones that will send you to the coffin. What are the standards to place on life and what gauges need to be applied to evaluate death?

Being alive is the only reality that the living knows so the thought of ceasing to be alive is an unknown reality. Death has no comparison to being asleep because in sleep we usually dream, even if we do not remember that we have dreamed in our sleep. The living covets death but is fearful of the unknown and the dead walks in an animated body and will not die.

Ten tongues sing the same song, and one fell from the bottom of the non-stepped stepladder. And who should fear death when death is the natural state of the living? Is there anyone who is alive? What do we have to compare that which we call life against? The orbit is not an orbit until it makes an orbit and who is to say what an orbit is.

Losing a loved one to death is sad and losing yourself in yourself is even worse. Misery and confusion simply adore life, and there are no feelings of pain when there is no mind processing it. The ant climbed to the top of the mountain, and the hill across the street collapsed for no reason.

In death, there is, well who knows. In life, there is the constant presence of death breathing down your nose. In the morning there will be no morning because tomorrow was here yesterday and yesterday will not come in the morning. Twenty tons of horse manure equals a single fleeting thought during a day.

And so, it is that the balancing fact of life is to place death within its proper hierarchy and that is within that gaping hole that troubles the mind concerning the unknown. Goodbye death, referred to as life, and hello life, referred to as death.

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Dreamconscious.com is migrating to DreamWhack. The chat room is free for all visitors to use. Take a look.

hiveaids.com has been discontinued and replaced by a new and lovely sister. Take a look at hiveaid.org that is of one body and of one mindset in achieving the same goal, the eradication of the HIV virus and bringing people together.

Your suggestions and comments to make hiveaids.net and hiveaids.org even more congenial to its members and visitors are encouraged and appreciated.

But wait! There are two more sisters in the house, luciditybooks.com, and dreamwhack.club let us not leave them out of our overall internet experience.

We are living half or more of our lives during our sleeping hours. We call this part of our daily lives, dreams. Do you know that you can discipline this part of your life just as you do when you are awake? Together we will look at what we dream and why we dream as we do to see if we can use them to improve our lives.

Share your dreams at: Dream Share

This article may give some people who are HIV and AIDS infected a ray of hope, but it does not obscure the fact that HIV and AIDS is one of many biogenetic weapons developed in the United States of America as a world population reduction scheme. Take this article for what it’s worth. I hope that it comforts many of you that are HIV and AIDS positive.

Life Expectancy for People with HIV Continues to Improve  

Published on healthline.com