Happy Goes Nothing

All hope of a normal life is lost as the harpoons of death course through the veins multiplying and breeding as they devour and mutate. Yet, there are no tears for the weeper who survives within the stillness of tainted blood that lapping dogs shun.

There are some that say that the cure for the Hiv and Aids virus is here, while others say that the cure for Hiv and Aids is just over there, as those who see no sunlight during the day wallow within the darkness that wishful thinking brings.

Self-pity wants to cover the body like a blanket while anger makes the mind resentful and hateful. But whose fault is it that the monkey caught a cold that developed into a lethal disease that its meat bore, so we are told. And whose fault is it that the eating of this monkey meat passed this ruinous virus to human beings?

Or if not a monkey, it was witch doctors in a well-funded laboratory who cooked up this toxic brew as a method of thinning out the human population to the numbers that they choose. Yes, the poisonous brew stewing in the kettle of death brings fortune to a few and heartbreak and misery to many. But what does any of that matter as life is but a shadow of a shadow of an imaginary shadow that disappears without a whisper.

Happy goes nothing when the blood moon turns into a crystal ball that foretells of a tomorrow that came yesterday. The sheep are herded into a pin and given expensive medications that cure nothing and side effects something that researchers can add to their flow charts of sadness and sorrow.

The prophecies of worlds are dripping from the time capsule of continuance as the blood of the Hiv and Aids infected runs cold and exposed to every form of harmful foreign substance. And who is that considering the protruding lymph nodes that are reflected in the mirror loudly broadcasting their fatal deposits of infection and disease? Is it not the casket that deceives itself as being a living being?

Happy were the days of old. The days long before the cradle of death was conceived and born. In those days, the Stars were very bright and the many Earth-like planets were teeming with blissful light and life. In a moment, there is something and in the same instant there is nothing. From nothing came something, and from something comes nothing. And so, it is.

The One Mistake That Canceled a Productive Life for Me

One night, after being in my drug addiction for a few years, I decided to break into a school in Tampa Florida, where I was residing at the time, looking for something that I could steal so that I could buy a hit. After getting onto the school grounds I broke into a classroom via one of its windows. Upon entering the classroom, the only thing that I saw that may be of value was a television mounted on the wall. Using a chair, I disconnected the television from its wall mounts without any problem.

With television in hand, I now decided that I did not want to go back through the window with the set, so I opened the classroom door and walked out into the hallway. As I scanned both ends of the hallway I could see cameras mounted in certain spots close to the ceiling. I knew that I was being recorded but I didn’t care because I figured that I would be long gone before the police arrived on the scene.

I took my time leaving the premises, and not because I was feeling confident, but because I was numb from drug use. I reached one of the gates leading out of the building structure and was met by a security guard with a gun in hand. He was on one side of the gate and I was on the other. My first instinct was to run, instead, I obeyed his instructions to sit the television down and get face down on the pavement. I did as he told me to do because I just did not feel like running.

Working as a day laborer during the day, using all of my pay to buy my drug of choice, very little sleep and even less to eat, I was in no physical nor mental shape to make a break for it when I encountered that security guard on the other side of the gate. He unlocked the gate and entered, handcuffed me and then told me to stand to my feet. Once on my feet, he asked me if I had any weapons on me. I told him that I had a small pocket knife in my pocket, which he removed. Soon afterward a police car arrived on the scene and I was taken to jail.

When I went before the judge and heard my charges it was like I was hearing a recap of one of Jesse James escapades. The security guard had beefed up his report of the incident in such a way as to make himself shine like a determined Texas Ranger who had just captured one of America’s most wanted. Even so, I was placed on probation and released in the middle of the night. This, of course, was a felony and also the first time that I’d ever been arrested. This one drug driven mistake in judgment now haunts me relentlessly.

Some years later after completing a six months’ drug rehab program I became clean and sober. Thankfully, I have remained clean and sober for more years than I want to admit because at the moment I am age sensitive. Sobriety did not and has not erased that felony from my record. That one charge has been like a nail driven into the back of my neck each time I have applied for a good-paying job in my field (Computer troubleshooting and repair). It has also kept me in the reject bin on all other non-computer related employment that pays well and jobs that you can feel good about going to every day.

It feels great to be clean and sober. My decision to use drugs changed the entire course of my life in a most unfruitful and unproductive way. My decision to steal has kept me in bondage significantly beyond my original jail sentence. One bad decision and a lifetime sentence. A criminal record that cannot be expunged lies in wait at the end of every job application to turn my hopes to dust and keep me at the poverty level.

Yet I do not surrender even knowing that I will be refused the employment opportunity once a background check is undertaken. Hoping against hope for some wayward burp in the system that will allow me to prove myself and show that I can be an asset to my employer, I fill out applications hoping for the best and expecting the norm.

The choices that I have made so far in my life have damaged me almost beyond repair. I decided to be a thief and have had so many precious years of my life stolen away from me because of my choice to be that. Days, weeks, months, and years of life do not come with a refund.

There is only one opportunity to make it good within this physical sphere of realities. If you choose to do drugs, if you choose to steal, you must be ready to suffer the consequences of your actions. One way or another you are going to get it. There is no such thing as getting away scot-free. The life-slayer is right at the other end of a bad choice and decision and it will rip your hopes, dreams, goals, and future to pieces. Your rap sheet lurks silently in the background waiting for you to make a charge for upward mobility so that it can zoom face-front and deflate you.

But I have done this to myself. I have leaped upon my own neck and have strangled the crap out of my career ambitions and goals. I have created my own stumbling blocks by the choices and decisions that I have made. I have doomed my life to being unfulfilled and a heavy burden upon itself.

I have given the Grim Reaper my flesh and bones considerably beyond the appointed time of my terrestrial demise. I have done this to myself because I would not take command and control of myself but commissioned my life and wellbeing to be grafted by cravings and passions that are earmarked for my absolute destruction.

The end of me is at hand. The custom-built has been broken and slayed by the butchers thinking. The assassin has chosen himself for the next kill. The bullet was shot from the chamber the very instant that the muck and mire was conceived. The murderer has justly murdered himself. Finished. Complete.

Feel free to read my autobiography “Fatally Pathetic: The Story of an Ill-fated Conception” at

Side Effects Anyone?

It is common knowledge that if a person is prescribed or purchase an over the counter medication to treat an illness that an average of nine more problematic health symptoms will result from taking that medication. These unwanted results of taking medications are quaintly called side effects. The term side effects sound very congenial and harmless as these two words roll blissfully from the tongue but the implications of those words may be psychologically and physiologically devastating and may even produce death on occasions for the user.

Modern medications are not designed to cure anything as they are developed to facilitate a steady flow of revenue for the manufacturers by causing people to become addicted to them. This is why so many medications have a vast assortment of side effects ingrained in them because the producers sidestep and back-pedal as much as legally possible in getting their medications on the market as soon as they can. Years of in-the-field case studies are skipped in preference to computer simulations to determine the effectiveness of a new medication.

People are often solicited to participate in studies so that medical professionals can determine the usefulness of various medical treatments and medications on selected population groups. Some of these research results are probably used to improve certain medical treatments and medications but I believe that the majority of that data is stored in different databases, especially those that seem to be a cure for an illness and not released for use as long as the current medical treatments and medications remain profitable.

Herbal (all natural) remedies are a popular alternative to conventional medications but from my personal experiences with herbal remedies I can only conclude that the majority, if not all of them that are currently on the market are simply place-a-boo, which is how I used to pronounce the word pla·ce·bo (placebo) until I learned the correct way to pronounce it. And many of these herbal remedies have their own share of side effects.

For example, I purchased an herbal remedy that was being promoted as a sure treatment for overactive bladder (OAB) and after two days of taking this treatment, I had developed an itching rash on both of my lower arms. I stopped taking this herbal remedy and after three days the itching rash was gone from my arms. This was an extreme reaction to this particular herbal remedy, but in other cases and using different brands for such concerns as increasing energy, I could not feel any difference in how I felt before taking the herbal remedy, in other words, the herbal remedies didn’t do a thing except cost me money.

I have also done some personal research on the effectiveness of current HIV and AIDS medications and have come to the conclusion that their usefulness in treating this illness is a very open question. Many people have told me that they physically feel exactly the same before they begin taking the treatment regimen as they do now while on it. Their doctors tell them that their CD4 count has been lowered by taking the prescribed medications and that their T-cells are looking better but as far as they can tell they do not feel any different.

Now I seriously advocate that an HIV and AIDS patient take their prescribed medications as directed. I know that these medications are costly and that they appear to be of no benefit, and certainly, they will not cure a person of HIV and AIDS because they are not designed to, but be on the safe side and take them anyway. There is a cure for HIV and AIDS but it has not been released yet because researchers are still conducting field tests to study the effects of the virus on different ethnic groups and genders outside of controlled clinical environments.

As I mentioned in another article concerning HIV and AIDS medications, HIV and AIDS is a designed bio-genetics weapon built in the United States to kill so-called black people, homosexuals, and drastically reduce the world’s human population. The virus inadvertently got out of a particular lab while it was still under testing and development and have affect people outside of the targeted groups. This is no big deal to the HIV and AIDS developers and researchers because just by accident they now have access to a much broader range of diversity in human genie pigs to tweak the effects of the weapon.

When people inform others that HIV and AIDS are a cocktail of many bio-genetics weapons that the United States of America are developing, and have been developing for decades to deploy against its own people, they do not want to believe that their government could be that sinister, but the evidence of this is well documented and Dr. Robert Gallo even admits that he created HIV and AIDS to depopulate the world. Read: This is The Man Who Created HIV & Aids Virus: Robert Gallo & ‘ADMITS HE CREATED AIDS TO DELIBERATELY DEPOPULATE HUMANITY’.

Whether this Robert Gallo is responsible for the development of HIV and AIDS is anyone’s guess. If he is not, to claim such a cowardly deed is so despicable as to be unworthy of further comments.

Having stated the above I must mention that the accepted belief of when, where, and how HIV originated is:

When: It is believed that SIV (simian immunodeficiency virus) that attacks the immune systems of monkeys and apes transitioned into HIV (human immunodeficiency virus) around 1920.

Where: Again around 1920 scientists believed that they traced the transmission of SIV to HIV in humans to Kinshasa in the Democratic Republic of Congo (Africa).

How: By the natives butchering and consuming SIV infected monkey meat.

HIV and AIDS (acquired immunodeficiency syndrome) hit the U.S stage of awareness in the 1980s and was commonly referred to as GCS (gay compromise syndrome) because homosexual males transmitted the HIV and AIDS virus across the United States like a blast furnace. Even today homosexual males are the leading spreaders of HIV and AIDS worldwide.

Regardless of any of that, it is well known that the shadow government of the United States have a depot of bio-genetics and other types of weapons at the ready that will be used to exterminate black people and all other deemed undesirables when they feel that the moment is appropriate to launch them starting within the United States first and then annihilating globally.

OK, now that we have that settled, let’s move on.

All medications have a list of side effects that come with them, some are annoying while others are deadly and the secondary effect of a prescribed or over-the-counter drug differs with the individual. Some people build their entire lives around their medications regimen and other people feel that they have a notable status in the amount of medications that they take each day. A drug seller on the streets is arrested and sent to prison while doctors and pharmacist are encouraged by cash and influence to create a tidy reservoir of legal drug addicts.

Side effects anyone? Modern medications and medical techniques have raised the life expectancy of people but these advancements fall far short in assuring a healthy quality of life. People live longer but they are in worry and misery because they have lost a vital element in anyone’s life, their freedom, and independence. The key side effects of medications are seldom listed on the drug packages, which are becoming addicted to the drug and financial broke as a consequence of paying for the drug. But such is life. We are born. We grow old and ugly. Then we die. Side effects anyone?

Homosexuality and the New World Order Agenda

There is no debating that a major outline of the New World Order plan for world dominance is a drastic reduction of the Earth’s human population. A handful of their plans for world dominance that were either deliberately instigated by them or happened by coincidence are:

  • The final solution for Germany’s social and ethic problems during World War Two.
  • The communist purges in Russia conducted by Lenin and Stalin before, during and after World Wars One and Two.
  • The purges in China conducted by Mao Zedong.
  • The slaughters of Pol Pot in Cambodia.
  • The ethnic cleansing of the Yugoslav and Bosnian wars.
  • The current purging of Christians in Egypt and other parts of the Middle-east.
  • The continuous slaughter of millions in the rest of Africa beyond Egypt.
  • The use of gay (homosexual males) to spread HIV and AIDS, among other diseases, worldwide.
  • The slaughter of well over a million people in Iraq by the United States to takeover that nation’s oil wells.

Are but faint and crude glimpses of what the New World Order has in store for humanity.

Homosexuality and gay marriages are being promoted as a human right. And true, it is a person’s innate right to be whatever she or he pleases if he or she does not infringe upon another person’s innate right to be in harmony with the natural order of the cosmos.

So-called black males have always had an identity crisis in the United States of America as to whether they were men or boys, and so, a disgraceful number of them have opted to be counterfeit girls instead.

This decision of so-called African-American males to be a female forgery fits the New World Order’s designs for the extermination of what it considers to be inferior human species quite well with very little effort on their part to reduce the population of so-called black people worldwide.

Homosexuality is now heavily promoted by the media and entertainment industries that are control behind the scenes by New World Order folks and by people who simply hate other people as a less expensive means to reduce the human population.

Nuclear and Bio-genetic weapons are being stocked piled as a last resort to drastically reduce the Earth’s human population by the one world visionaries for fear of the collateral damage that the deployment of these weapons will inflict upon them even hidden away in their shelters and bunkers.

The data that has been gathered by the launching of gay (homosexual males) infected with the HIV and AIDS virus onto the public have enabled researchers to refine that virus so that it can now be specifically targeted to certain groups of people according to their age, race, physical and mental health, and gender. Fund by avid supports of the New World Order, gay rights advocates are now exceedingly loud and obnoxious and pinned up like billboards on every form of communication and information media.

The target of these homosexual propaganda broadcasts is not teenagers or adults but the small children whose minds are still very receptive to external inputs and suggestions. You must remember that the New World Order concept and its growing and developing agendas are more than two hundred years old, so these people are focused and directed about what they want to carry out and pass it down from generation to generation.

Not saying that it is the best solution, but Adolf Hitler may have had the right solution concerning the homosexual problem in his country by exterminating the males and re-educating the young feminine looking females. Gay (homosexual males) are high volume carriers of diseases and plagues which are the reason why the so-called African-American community is so racked with the HIV and AIDS virus.

The quest for global dominance is as old as one person dominating another person, and then one house dominating another house, and then one village dominating another village, and so it goes embracing larger and larger spheres.

The One World Order visionaries will not achieve their ultimate goals of world domination and will go up in flames like all the other would-be one world rulers throughout human history have gone before them, but the human, animal, and natural desolation that they will unleash and leave in their attempts to rule the world will be mind-boggling.

Some people think that homosexuality is cute and many comedians base many of their jokes on this distortion of nature, but a person who is dying of AIDS and a person whose life has been turned inside out by HIV cannot see anything funny about a gay male. Like maggots that have eaten away a corpse, homosexuals will be tossed into the flames by the world rulers when they have no more use for them.

Now the contents of this article may give one the impression that I am a homophobe, and I can assure you that I am. When I was eleven years old a gay male confronted me when I was alone beside a river. He promised that he will throw me into the river and drown me if I did not do as he said. I will not go into any more of the disgusting details except to say that my self-esteem and my sense of person was thrown into that murky river and drowned that day.

The One World Order gang will use, distort, and twist whatever they need to in order to bring their dream of the decapitation of the human spirit to fruition. They want to eliminate at least ninety percent of the worlds human population and make slaves of the rest. This gang of losers want to be worshiped as gods having the power of life and death over their infidels and they are now using the repugnant squalid of homosexuality as a tool to confuse and disorient people.

You seldom hear of HIV and AIDS anymore on the mainstream media because the would-be world rulers have ordered them to downplay it because it is a direct assault against homosexuality which they want to promote as being a legitimate lifestyle. But the hospital beds and the grave stones are a dreadful witness to the consequences of homosexuality and they speak in volume of how base this practice is.

Some people do not believe that there is a group of people who are scheming for world dominance. A certain so-called black man did not believe that his white master would hang and then burn him until he was being dragged to a tree to be lynched. Homosexuals are extremely loud, visual, and noisy, giving the ignorant the impression that this sordid behavior is the norm. Well, it isn’t.